Hopefully

[Randy]

This is just some random things I think about in those deeper moments.

Hopefully

Heal. Saved. Happy again
Isn’t this what happened
Wasn’t I changed forever?
Wasn’t then, my heart opened

Salvation comes to those
Who gives themselves wholly
What they never mention
Is that this was far from easy

Try as I might I still go back
Finding comfort in my grief
To lay back and let the world
Destroy this new found belief

To cry to myself, and let the pain
Take over my entire existence
To say for tonight, I’ll just relax
And not worry about consequences

But then I wake up in the morning
I feel sad and once more alone
I guess it takes more than just saying
I’ve finally found my heart’s home

Life is hard, they’ve all said this
Everyone one agrees it’s so
But why can’t I just believe in myself
Or why can’t I just let it all go

Just give it up and fade away
To die slowly all alone
It’d be easier, that’s for sure
Just to disappear all on my own

Can’t remember why I tried
To be so strong, to never give in
Life wasn’t really that easier
Just the solution, way back then

At least I have something to believe
Just one reason to continue on
Even if I find it hard sometimes
To just suck it up, and get along

If you really think about it
It doesn’t matter anyways
We all die in the end
Just don’t know the day

Hopefully I’ve guessed it right
And my death won’t be in vain
Hopefully I see that light
I’ll see happiness that day

[Ink]

Oh, that's really good. I can feel a lot of emotion in it.

[+ RJ]

Just me, or a bit religious?

[Ink]

I was thinking the same thing. But said fact does not detract from the quality of the poem, only my ability to relate.

[+ RJ]

yeah same here

[Randy]

Yes, it's a bit religious. That's what it's actually about, how hard it is to be religious and still live in this very depressing world. So, yeah... Sorry, I should have warned you guys before you read it. I'll do that next time I write a religious poem(which I probably am going to, soon)