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Mar 7, 2009 20:30:40 GMT -7
Post by Ink on Mar 7, 2009 20:30:40 GMT -7
What about what about me?
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Mar 7, 2009 20:33:29 GMT -7
Post by + RJ on Mar 7, 2009 20:33:29 GMT -7
How are you faring in life?
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Mar 7, 2009 20:35:49 GMT -7
Post by Ink on Mar 7, 2009 20:35:49 GMT -7
Mas o menos. I have happy moments but I wouldn't say I ever have a completely content feeling you know? I mean, there's always a shadow there if that makes sense... I wouldn't say I'm depressed but I'm not not either.
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Suicide
Mar 7, 2009 20:36:26 GMT -7
Post by + RJ on Mar 7, 2009 20:36:26 GMT -7
I know what you mean.
Just don't cut too deep...
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Suicide
Mar 7, 2009 20:38:34 GMT -7
Post by Ink on Mar 7, 2009 20:38:34 GMT -7
The cutting and the depressed thing aren't related. Well, I guess they are, but I mean, I'm not like "oh I'm so sad *slice cut*" It's more like "God, there's no difference between days, but this adds something *slice cut*" you know? Wow, I sound so screwed up...
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Suicide
Mar 7, 2009 20:40:21 GMT -7
Post by + RJ on Mar 7, 2009 20:40:21 GMT -7
I understand. For me, it's both. Cutting actually releases endorphans so that's why it makes me feel better I guess.......
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Mar 7, 2009 20:43:46 GMT -7
Post by Ink on Mar 7, 2009 20:43:46 GMT -7
I wouldn't even say I'm that sad, I'm just far, very, very far from happy. :/
And Emma wants to eat me I think... 0_o Or nurse. She keeps sniffing my hair and rubbing her face against by chest. (For those of you who don't know Emma is my cat)
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Suicide
Mar 7, 2009 20:50:48 GMT -7
Post by + RJ on Mar 7, 2009 20:50:48 GMT -7
And for those who didn't know say "Thank GOD she is your cat."
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Mar 7, 2009 20:53:11 GMT -7
Post by Ink on Mar 7, 2009 20:53:11 GMT -7
Oh geeze, if she weren't a cat i would be so grossed out right now! *laughs*
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Suicide
Mar 7, 2009 21:00:25 GMT -7
Post by + RJ on Mar 7, 2009 21:00:25 GMT -7
I think I've gotten too good at bottling things up- I just realized I have stuff to resolve
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Suicide
Mar 7, 2009 21:05:57 GMT -7
Post by Ink on Mar 7, 2009 21:05:57 GMT -7
I need to go all zen-style and take a while to look at everything and figure stuff out too.
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Suicide
Mar 7, 2009 21:07:54 GMT -7
Post by + RJ on Mar 7, 2009 21:07:54 GMT -7
I'm having a seriously depressive moment right now.
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Mar 7, 2009 21:09:18 GMT -7
Post by Ink on Mar 7, 2009 21:09:18 GMT -7
Aw, cousin. *huggles*
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Mar 7, 2009 21:11:00 GMT -7
Post by + RJ on Mar 7, 2009 21:11:00 GMT -7
I'm having trouble believing that everything will be all right with the world...
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Mar 7, 2009 21:15:54 GMT -7
Post by Ink on Mar 7, 2009 21:15:54 GMT -7
*pats* Don't worry about. I know that's a ton easier said than done but I don't know how to reassure you. Time does though so just wait it out.
I feel like the song The Answer...
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